Indifference

Today I met my friends and there was a lot of drama.
Cause a friend of mine told another one that she looks like a whore.
The funny thing is that she's not like that at all.
But this guy is always like this.
He tells people they're fat and ugly.
Anyways.. after some time the whore started screaming at him, and everyone joined. And then she started crying.
And I told him "Look at her and see what an asshole you are." But I don't think he even listened to me. -__-
And another friend of mine told me to give him another chance.
But it's over.
I've been listening to the same crap from him for the past year. And now he made someone cry, so it's worse than ever.
I don't hate him or anything, it's just that my indifference is climax regarding him.

Now I need that same indifference for my parents.
They're also full of shit.
My mom always talks shit to me and my dad.
And my dad "jokes" a lot. Like his jokes last for about 5 minutes ie. not funny.
I'm their failure.
I abonded school 2 times in a year.
And that cameraperson course... I stopped it. Cause I've done everything but use a camera o.0
So I'm failure. They never said so. But I feel like that, and obviously they do too.
But I guess it's in the blood.
The both of them are failures too.
But today I sent 2 cvs for a night receptionist.
I'm dying for a job.
Soon [november] I'll be 18 and I want to buy a jeep and rent an apartment.
It's scary being 18. All those adult problems will soon come to life.
And I'm also thinking about leaving my country forever. Maybe go to England or Italy? Dunno.